Marry Yourself First

Loving ourselves is the basis for all otheryour action as supportive or not supportive.
successful relationships. Herein lie the power to aChose one and be ok with it.
joyful life well lived. There are some subtle waysJudging ourselves sets us up to judge others and
we devalue ourselves including what we say tothat's the beginning of the Catch 22 game of "I
ourselves. Read Marry Yourself First for someam not good enough but neither are you."
insights on how to love all of you, even the things"I don't deserve to be happy" you might say.
you say are ugly.Phooey, you come in worthy of all that is good
It is hard to escape the connection between Juneand joyous. Worthy is in your DNA. "I am not
and weddings. This got me thinking aboutstrong enough to change my body" you plead.
marriage and the different kinds of love.You most certainly are. What in your life so far
Marriage is not for the faint of heart. Neither ishas killed you? Has your life not proven that you
loving oneself unconditionally which is the basis forstronger than you know until put to a test?
any healthy relationship. Ain't that a bitch?! Love allJust like love. Love is the ultimate strength. Can
the ugly? Yup, cause it's only you calling it that.you see how loving yourself is where the power
At the risk of repeating myself from otheris?
articles let me say this: You are whole and"I'm such an idiot" is one of my favorite,
complete when you come into the world; aeasy-to-roll-off-the-tongue poisons to the
miracle of creation. As Dr. Sue Morter would say,relationship I have with me. Am I? No. "So what's
"You come into the world with your bag fullythe big deal", you ask," it's just words."
packed. It never left your side so you know thatThe big deal is that your mind accepts what you
no one took anything out that you needed, norsay, think, or experience as the same. Repeated
put in anything that you might not want."actions, words, and experiences will shape the
Love relationships are successful when the loversbrain into grooves. Once the grooves are there
have had good mentors. The relationship mentorsthe needle plays over and over in that groove
will have a healthy sense of self-love orand it is harder for us to do something or think
self-esteem or they cannot live it. More than likelysomething differently. "I am an idiot" is the same
they will have been nurturing, caring, andas "I am brilliant" as far as the mind is concerned.
supportive to us as well as to themselves andBut which would you rather see yourself as?
each other.There's more. If you allow that the Law of
People who have suffered mental or physicalAttraction is real then you must also believe in the
abuse, rejection, chaos, or abandonment are likelyconcept of vibrations. We create vibrations every
to be confused about their sense of self worth. Ifminute because we are energy. Negative thoughts
you grew up hearing "you are so clumsy" orand words are low on the vibration totem pole.
"what a stupid girl" and "Daddy left and it's yourThey go out and find other low vibrations to tune
fault" you might be holding subconscious ideasin to and you get less of what you want. More
about your adult self that reflect those words.importantly, you "Be" less than is possible for you
Empowering? Hardly. Self-doubt and condemnationwhen you treat yourself poorly.
will be the soundtrack playing softly in the"If you put a small value on yourself, rest assured
background of your adult life.that the world will not raise your price."
So what to do about this self love/self esteem-Anonymous'
thing?You are the baby everyone thought was perfect
Millions of entries show up in a Google search forand lovable. You are the child you are raising, or
those phrases, la la gurus market it with bubblethe other you are loving that you cherish and
bath and candles, and chances are many of uswant to protect with all your heart. You are doing
consider sitting down at the end of a long daythe best you can or you would do something else
with a glass of wine or a large whack of premiumI promise.
chocolate a little bit of self love.Will you try something? Tell your brain that you
And so they are a part of the process.want to become more aware of your self talk.
Bubbles in the tub or a glass can soothe, stroke,Listen for the things you say throughout the day
and help us to celebrate our wondrous selves andand see if they are loving and supportive or not.
I encourage those things. When followed by "Ah, IIf not see how you might change how you say
am so loving this bath and Oh lord would you looksomething to raise your vibration.
at those thighs" you've just ripped the needleYesterday while working on this article I looked at
from the Barry White record of self love.the clock. It was 3:15pm. Suddenly I realized that I
Here is a conversation I overheard the other dayhad 45 minutes to get to the bank to do a
while shopping for something to wear. Shopper 1:transfer so my property tax check would clear
"I am so fat I can't stand it." Shopper 2, standingtoday. Immediately I got out my mental cane and
just outside the try on room: "Oh my gawd I feelstarted whipping. "How stupid can I get, why didn't
the same way. I can't believe I'm such a jerk forI do this yesterday......" Then I caught myself and
eating like my husband all the time when I knowchanged my thinking. I even talked to myself out
it's not the best way for me to get healthy."loud to make it more powerful. "Wow, how cool is
Sounds like harmless bathing suit shopping horrorthis living intentionally stuff? I listen to my inner
right? Well it is and isn't. While it is common for uswisdom and I'm reminded in plenty of time to do
to talk about ourselves in negative terms, it is notthis bank transfer. Nothing like a deadline to get
harmless. This kind of talk also means our identityme to into action" said I. What a hoot. It made
is bound up in a temporal, aging, changing, physicalme smile and that's a higher vibration and
form. We are not our thighs! The body is thesuddenly I felt good about getting the transfer
vehicle through which we experience our lives.done on time, period.
That is all.Try to let your judging, negative voice go. Be
But what about repeating actions we know areloving, forgiving, be gentle. Like you do for others.
not best for us, doesn't that qualify as stupid?Marry yourself. Make the commitment to love all
My answer to that is this, Don't judge yourselfof you and see what you are up to as brilliant and
one way or the other. You are neither stupid norjust as it should be. Do it if for no other reason
smart when you decide to do something. Look atthan that it will, guaranteed, make your life better.